why i hate today.
and then some.
what i expect in the next few weeks. my last few weeks actually.
tomorrow: write a 4 page essay? uhm, yes.
friday: beach day at school! (The entire school celebrates the end of the year and people with good grades by going to the beach that we’re near. lol) AND write another essay. damn. (or save it for the weekend ;D)
saturday: prom….
sunday: chemistry project with becca/ny/linda woot. walmart.
next monday: senior ditch day. boardwalk. photos. chocolate dipped icecream cookie sandwich.
next tuesday: turn in essay from friday… or weekend…
next wednesday: turn in yb project
next thursday: not sure what that day holds….
next friday: not sure either…
next saturday/sunday: packing!
next next monday: the entire week is called Dead Week. We all have to this week JUST for studying for finals the following week.
next next tuesday/wed/thurs/friday: SENIOR TRIP TO DISNEY LAND. I WILL HUG AND KISS SPIELING PETER PAN. and uh, relive childhood dreams since i haven’t been there since i was 12. so, 5 years? ugh.
that weekend is more studying!
the next week is FINALS. until thursday… then
FRIDAY NO SCHOOL. DONE WITH SCHOOL. but graduation rehearsals….
JUNE 2ND. : GRADUATION DAY. CEREMONY. LIFE ENDING.
then summer.
i just word vomited all my current problems to chibi.
my head hurts so much from all the air pressure and breathing too hard i guess.
now im crying
but i think im finally calming down.
i think im okay now that i dont have to keep all that in.
*sigh*
life is just too hard right now and i wish it will end quickly.
i hate my life
oh god if anyone at school found out about this blog i will either shoot myself or shoot the person.
but you know,
i personally would rather live
and the other person would be better off dead instead of bitching to me at school about this blog.
you know?
my logic.
ha.
lol i started a journal on my computer and there’s only one entry.
i really dont know why people just come into your life
and then they suddenly arent part of it anymore
you meet people
you talk
you say nice things to each other
you laugh
you make stupid jokes
and then you dont talk to them for like 4 weeks
and then everything is like gone
theyre gone
and youre just left
and you dont notice until years later
why is that
why cant people just stay in your life once youve met them
